𝓕𝓪𝓻𝓮𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝔂

 Dear destiny leaving me alone  you have  gone.

separated me from my dreams you've hidden.

O!my beautiful dreams! I shall leave you too.

Cuz I'm tired and failed to chase you.

Farewell my carefree sleep,pleasant wakings and my darling desires.

I am in pain cant stay with you anymore.

I let you  go my desires,dreams,ambitions and all.

Cuz my destiny have shattered all across the land.

U turn out as frenemy ,tell me where did I go wrong?

that you cursed me with the farewell so strong.

Now even my path has begun to  ask  me where is my home.

I'm tired of knocking doors,wanna dissolve better in smoke.

Hey my journeys,my morale nature do find me,the dork girl with gloomy face.

I still do breathe,do live in the same place.

Waited for so long,your gestures say you won't come.

Better so indeed,don't you come!

I also have become stubborn to live alone.

you think without thou  I can't rise.

No !neither I'm depressed nor any tears in my eyes.

No fears of debacle onwards, no agony,no more pain.

I've clouds over me it's ok cuz I am gonna enjoy each drop of the rain.

I have learned to hurt my pain instead of it hurting me.

 I'm ready to fight the obstacles without the help of thee.

My soul is my confidant,it has life.

In sha Allah i will chase my dreams i am alive

                           (Ivy)

                                              

CRAZE FOR THE CARRIER

The dark night and twinkling stars. 

My healing wound and empty cookie jars. 

Stares at me that why don't I care for me? 

My confidant diary and non-anechoic room. 

My calendars back as often I zoom. 

Lettering me why don't I share fifty-fifty?

My old wrist watch and my pile of books.

 My dejections and my rejections. 
Gestures me repeatedly why don't I emphasize time?

My uncountable wishes and my infinite dream. 
My totes wanderlust mind and dual ambitions. 
Murmuring into my ear why I am not bringing it true?


My terrace corner and all the universe. 
My childhood frankness and my stubborn nature. 
All are shouting out loud to chase my dreams. 


Dews on the leaves and all the fireflies.
Inks in my pen and all the cactus plant. 
Telling me to leave those which is not in my fate,the more you hug the more you will be hurt. 


To become rude and my insolent anger,I'm just fed up with my procrastinating nature.
I always screen internet to stay motivated  and entertain myself to save myself from going into depression.


The whole universe says me chillax Ivy!
Your little goodness,efforts you make are not fake. 
All these things genuinely says me "where there is a will there is a way.
If there is none find at least one".
                                (Ivy)